it is 6:57am....my brain is not cooperating.. i have to do the essays for the mid-term and i know that if i sleep now there is no way in hell i will succeed in anything. the last time i slept was at 5 in the afternoon til 10:30 pm. and since i have been awake, and continue to stay awake until about 6 ish, and then i shall collapse.

so here is the plan for now:
imma call patrick to wake him up, print my english essay, send it to turnitin.com, change my clothes, chug a monster and head to class.
then i will have about an hour and a half before my next class, which should be enough time to finish one essay and start on another. i'm thinking of taking my laptop with me so that i can keep working through intro to journalism....
after journalism i have about 3 hourse before my essays are due, so i will time myself and spend an hour on each essay.
by 3:30 i should be out the door and headed to the ELG.
ELG ends at 5, i'm assuming we'll go eat dinner after that which will take another hour so we should get back around 6:30
i will quickly pack up the mess on my bed, call my mommy, set my alarm for 8 the next morning and pass out! sighhhh

what a lovely day i have to look forward to -_-

on another note my insomnia is killing me and i dont know what to do about it...
when i dont take my medicine i'm not able to sleep practically all night, so i wake up tired and drained and ready to pass out in the day
when i do take my medicine i pass out for 12 hours and still wake up feeling tired and drained...plus going to sleep for 12 hours everyday is not possible in college....

on a final complaining note, i think i'm about to get sick very badly. my body is just not cooperating with me. ny stomach is always hurting, my nerves are randomly jerking inside me, i feel like an invisible hand is pinching me on the inside in random areas - i hate it when it happens in my back. and my feet have been horridly sore for the past 2 weeks...
i dont understand any of it, sure i've dealt with all of these issues before, but seperately. having everything attack me all at once is just not working D: but Inshallah i'll manage. after all, its not like i'm dieing!

so...its 7:11..., ok print essay, change clothes, chug monster, call patrick
Bismillah, i need more than luck today!